damn those empty promises.

2011-01-05T17:02:00.003+08:00

I blog when I'm bored.

There's a reason why people are of mixed personality, good or bad on this Earth.
It takes fate for one and one to build a friendship with one another.
Idk. This is so perplexed.

Result's gona be out soon.
Shit you I'm worried sick!

Deserted, isnt it?

2010-02-14T22:53:00.002+08:00

Hm. So... Tell me what exactly means when you say "blogging".
What people usually blog about or keep a blog for?
I should save money then go travel around the world. Probably a visit to my friends in overseas will be exciting too. (if I could!) Therefore I can blabber on and on to myself about all the awesomely interesting ecounters!

Happy Valentine's Day! Oh yes its Chinese New Year again but it doesnt feels like a joyous one lol. Tell me why! However I still love the angbaos coming in, delicious food as well as my holiday-in-lieu! Am seriously pondering whether my life is a boring one ahahaha. It seems like everyone are putting their studies as their first prior hence people like me starts neglecting their social life. The "Lost-in-touch" happens when friends dont communicate. Gone were those peers of the same age. ); They should be doing great now! [;

As for school, there's nothing worth mentioning (I guess) except for the tension.....

Dying Blog (:

2010-01-03T08:43:00.004+08:00

Its 2010 and I'll be taking my O-levels this year. D; (finally)
I've got lots of work to catch up on and everyone are telling me to study hard. That's the duty of what a student should do. Poor me will abide to it. :D

"Walking Down The Memory Lane" in Dunearn I had wasnt awesome at all. I gained but at the same time, lost many things. (:

Didnt went to countdown with yingxue they all cos I didnt have enough money. Went out at night to look for Aveline,Rp,Zq and Tommy. They forked out quite alot of money for me. :/

Met up @ Bugis then cabbed down to arab street. Things were expensive there for 1 cup of lemon tea cost $3.50 -.- It was opened from the can where you can find them in ntuc. Tried shisha or whatever shit you call it. I was the most obedient one. (^_^)

Steamboat after that and we cabbed home to Aveline's place. Bloody hard to hail a taxi. Zzz. Mahjong and delivery mac at her place. Night life will end soon. );

2009-12-23T02:03:00.001+08:00

Met up dougy and faithy last satuday!
Awesome concert. (:

Waozx O-levels awaits me next year.
Meeting Jessica this christmas! Cool.

2009-12-05T20:03:00.003+08:00

R.I.P Kaiden. 201109

Still, I yearn you'd survive your last operation.
You mean alot to me as a friend.
But I didnt had the chance to tell you all that, not anymore.

Goodbye my lovely eedietzx. :)

2009-11-14T18:39:00.002+08:00

Faithy, I miss you.
I wish your exam is a piece of cake.
I miss talking to you and telling you everything.
A levels, please let go of her sooooon.

What is Dunearnite for?
Rehearsals are just a waste of time.

I dont know why homeworks are accounted in our grades. -.-
Mdm Khong fly you.
Fucking new system next year.

2009-11-12T21:20:00.000+08:00

You're wrong, I just told a lie.
Im not done with the holiday assignments. O:

2009-11-07T00:15:00.001+08:00

I cant stand the way they manage with money.
Forever borrowing. -.-
Dont tell me anything, dont make me annoyed as well.

Hello im bored.

Sec 3 Overseas CIP trip.

2009-11-06T15:09:00.005+08:00

2009-11-06T13:31:00.003+08:00

Didnt really enjoyed myself much over there.
Probably because I couldnt feel the unity as one?
Living by the beach would be great.
Stars, sunset, sea breeze, comfortable sand and the moonlit sea.
Most of us got amazed cos well, it was our very first first time!

Much being said, the kids were endearing.
These lovely kids could easily bring smiles on other people.
One of the kids even asked if we'll be back the next day. Aww [:
OHYEA! The K1 class had a little boy who pointed middle finger. HAHA.

Purpose of the overseas CIP trip was to organise a telematch for the kids and teach them something. 3Jade done a pretty good job, mehz. The whole school came back one day earlier due to the cut of water supply. Some bloody water pipe burst and many huts didnt have water for shower etc. Gah, except for my hut. :D

Most epic thing was other people had monkey above their huts, outside their huts LOL. They also found rats, bats, ants. Camp got called off seemed like a relief to me, I wanted to get home badly. It doesnt feel good when you're having your period while being in a camp. What I hated most was having to sit on sand and grass with ants crawling around when we're assembling. D: Wdh, my hut didnt even had a decent basin for us to brush our teeth!!

2009-10-30T20:11:00.005+08:00

My mood is moody. If you're someone who gets bore out easily, I'll suggest that you can just close this window immediately. :)

Upon receiving the holy shit(sheet) of paper, I think my results looked like a pile of disgusting poo-poo excreted after eating an uber spicy bowl of laksa with a cup of chilling ice water. I wonder who are the few kuku birds who kicked me to number six in class. They say 3Jade is the worst class compared to the other classes in terms of academic? Hm but this class made me felt like I've never felt like this beforeeeeee. :) Speaking of this, Imma lose some classmates next year. I hope you'll be fine. Failures are parts and parcels of life for everyone? If you cant accept a minor failure, when will you grow? :l Mehz this batch of sec 3s are lucky. Those who teachers've showed compassion to, lucky you. It has been one year and Im still whining over it. I know I dont deserve it but did they deserved it?? Aha seems like Im not very big-hearted aye? Screw you Zn that decision made was for your own good so stfu. I have my dark/evil side tooooooo. Its time to pia pia pia for O levels! Okayz Im not happy about going to school even on holidays. I'll make myself happy then. D: GRRR AND THOSE HOLIDAY ASSIGNMENTS! Saddist saddist saddist wdf you think I have so much time to spare for your assignments?! I have better things to doooo. Im lazy Im lazy Im lazy IM PLAIN LAZY and I wont deny cos its a fact. Whenever I tried attempting it, I'll end up not doing research. Mygawd, I need to psycho myself to finish them. They're absolutely a big big big turn-offsssss for lazy bums like meee.

"Most of the time you're positive and cheerful, but there has been a time in the past where you were very upset."
Siao Ting Tong shared this with me. Its an example of barnum's effect which applies to almost everyone! :D He is weird yet so knowledgeable huh! LOL.

Malaysia CIP trip is like in 3 to 4 days time. I freaking do not know what they've planned for the kids. What games to play, what things to teach!? Everything's so last minute zz. Eheheh 3Jade will be in charge of k1 & K2 kids. I'll torture them slowly and make them die in my hands. :D Hmmm on second thoughts, they look so cuteeeeeee!! Cmon, pre-sch kids. Gahh someone put me in the teaching group when I didnt agreed to it! Ahah but I know I'll have lots of fun with them. Ah Ping bought 3 packets of sweetttt WAA so nice of her aye? She cant go to the trip so I'll be giving out the sweets on behalf of her. Muahahaha then on the bus, I'll finish all the sweets on my own. Okay lamez.

Targets! (L1R4 for O levels)
Eng - C6
Chi - A1
Combined Sci - A1
Amath - B3
Emath - B3
Combined humanities to heaven you go.

2009-10-18T14:42:00.003+08:00

Went to look for Tofu ystd. Hey dang spooky kkz. LOL jokes.
It was bobba mafan.
Bus to the mrt to the bus and then to the bus to the mrt to the bus.

Exams are over. YIPPEE, but like duh O levels are not. :l
Like what honey said, Education kills. :D
Maaaan, I hope I wont break down after I get back my results or smthing .
Lol -exaggerated- Aye I should have some confidence in maiself!

Apparently I sorta screwed up everything. Well, some papers are just half screwed while others. *sighsiezxc*.

English - at least a C6 for me puhleaseeee. ]:
(If I fail this Im a goner)
Chinese & A/E maths & Ss & Historyy - Didnt had enough time to complete. :/
Chem & Bio - Should be able to pass but not gona do as well as before.
(I dont need any stupid certifcate or cheapskate bookshop vouchers anyw)
Geog p1 & p2 - I completed real fast and slept with mai headzx on teh table LOL.
(cos I didnt study for it)

I wana have this holiday a well-spent one.
I dont wantcha to rot at home for th whole of 2 months just watching tv or using the comp.
I wana experience new stuffs. :D
I dont wantcha my parents to be worrying over money.

2009-10-16T01:15:00.008+08:00

Taken long ago. Pet rocket - launching failed. :)

I know Im a copy meow but muahaha, hello bloggy!

Zn just wana say something. ( Me lurvezx Faith and Dougy) ♥

The letters are of the same size lawl!

baby to honey : xoxo ,

Virtual world might seem childish but well, Zn is glad to have met adorable people in there. Its not just a mere coincidence to have met you'all yea. (:

There's one more whom I can never reach out to.

2009-10-11T18:40:00.001+08:00

Tell me how do I get lots of cash?

Nostalgia

2009-10-04T03:41:00.004+08:00

I do miss you.

Boo.
If you were to turn back time alittle, it was the Mid-Atumn Festival!
Had reminiscences of how I used to light up the playground with my cousins.
Candles, sparkles, electronic lantern(noisy shit) LOL.
Those were the days and everyone's a grown-up now.
Without grandma around, everything changed.

I wish the printing machines in school are out of order.
Or the room where the papers are kept get caught on fire.
Best still, burn the school.
:l Okay I was crapping.

I envy schools that dont give examinations. [:

2009-10-01T14:37:00.005+08:00

Im still listening to the song "My Heroin" over and over again.
They still dont know about it. :l
Well, Im not going not tell them a single bit.

Zining was darn sarcastic to my two loves today.
Hahah at least they laughed when I made my sarcastic remarks.
Heyyy even if Im in a bad mood, Im still as nice as ever. :X
So sweet of them to come up to me and pat my head.
I had a good punch at both your stomachs. (:

This is stupid. Im letting my emotions taking control over me.
. Didnt know that such trivial matters can affect me this much.
Its ridiculous. When I was doing my english paper, I thinked of "yoyo".
Much were those lies. But I still like you alot.

I havent even start my revision HAHA.
Everyone's telling me that Im going to promote cos I passed everything previously.
Im not the least bit motivated!
(Lets see how im going to die for eoy. o.o )

2009-09-29T14:30:00.010+08:00

I've got to spit everything out. Otherwise I might set my school on fire. :)

I dont have the intention to tell you how I feel because its redundant. Telling you will only make things worse or add on to your burden. I'd rather say Im alright and I've forgiven you. Did you hurt me? I have got no idea. Just purely disgusted with all those lies spun and your deceitfulness. Its shocking to know that you actually went to such lengths just to get back at him. All you wanted is get back at him therefore I fucking do not understand why you got me fooled too. It was a hoax planned for him to fall into and why did I got duped as well? You probably had your own reasons so I dont give a damn if you kept me in the dark about all these plots you had specially for him. But hey, at least treat me as a friend sincerely? Nah you didnt. I bet that was fun hmm, did you had a good laugh? Your friends and you actually pulled it off quite well. Man, that was convincing for a gullible girl like me. To think that I couldnt detect any lie all this while. It made me seem like a joke. Its like, im amused by my own stupidity! How dumb can a person get yeah? To be frank, I never ever doubted a single word that you said. Is it so hard for you to differenciate between a jerk who hurt your friend and a girl who doesnt know what the hell is going on at all? You could have told me the truth. Whatever you said I would have believed you. What I cant tolerate is you didnt trust me and you kept mum about your real identity all along. After you told me about your friend and how he caused your state of health to get worse during your exams, my heart went out for you. To flunk an exam for a student is like urghhhhh. I know you dont feel good. You're not at fault totally. Not at all. Hmm did it end that night? Has the whole thing ceased? I hope so. You worry so much for your friend and in turn bottling up hatred within yourself. If Im angry at you, isnt it obvious that you were important to me? Why will I bother wasting my time being upset about this. People tend to get emotional. Gah but hey, sometimes you cant control how you feel yeah. Ehhh is my menses coming soon or something? LOL.

Exams are around the corner.

Complacency kills. I havent been a conscientious student for quite some time.

Good luck to me. If I were to die literally, dont miss me. :)

2009-09-21T23:05:00.002+08:00

I love that balloon very much. :]
Ahah taking that balloon (same height as me) really does attract attention.
That's the bestest gift of the day.

To the beach, cycling, eating and some other stuffs.
Thanks my friends. :)
You'all are niceeee. I'll remember that.

2009-09-20T23:07:00.007+08:00

Oh well, Im a full 16!
A great thank-you to the peeps who wished me happy birthday. \m/

Hey! I swear Im not a racist, I just laugh at things which are funny.
Was on the mrt and yea there was this vacant seat beside me. There was also another vacant seat at the opposite and beside it was an indian guy seating. Then a mother and a little boy came. The mummy sat beside me and told her little boy to sit beside that indian guy. ( Thankfully I wasnt listening to songs.. Otherwise, I wouldnt get to hear this!) That little boy came up to his mummy and said, "mummyyyy! I dont want to sit with Indians". The moment I heard that I looked at the little boy and laugh LOL. What will happen when the little boy gets older? O.O

Joycean jie celebrated my birthday with me today. TYVM for today! ♥

Tomorrow will be even a better day!

2009-09-20T00:22:00.004+08:00

Went out to study with Amy, Qi Xiang, Zaki and Zane yesterday.
So pathethic, we studied at Zane's house void deck LOL.
Kinda alright, I finished my math 10.1 !! :)

I shall'nt disclose the gender of the person in the picture below.
EH WTH I took that picture abit too slow.
Was on 187? Bus-ed home with Jessie and Sheryl.
My camera almost caught him/her digging his/her ears. ALMOST.

2009-09-17T00:25:00.002+08:00

Zining's very bored so she's posting something.
I feel like strangling someone now, whr are you!? :)

Urgh report slips for Term 3 results are out. Felt so screwed when I saw that my Emath marks was underlined. That's the only fucking subject I failed (technically). This is how the story goes...

Why the fuck did I got a fucking D7 when I didnt even fail one math class test. Damn la, if I had known earlier.. I WOULD DO THOSE BLOODY ONLINE ASSIGNMENTS. But its like what the hell, you have about 100 over questions to do online for both Emath and Amath. I seriously dont know how many shit percentage it weighs in the component of my Emath grades. (Ok, I kind of regret for not doing it) So therefore now I only have a pathethic 45 marks. *shows stupid face* How can an online assignment that I didnt even attempt determine my intelligence in math?! This is so gona pull my overall results down in eoy result slip. -.-

If Im able to write english well! If my english was much more better!
Apparently almost everyone in the sec 3 cohort are worried about their english grades. Its either you see them criticising the english teacher for giving them so little marks (im one of them) or asking around how they did for english. To promote, eng's the most crucial subject. Once you fail it, you're like half-dead and you can forget about being promoted unless you pass other 5 subjects. Well, I hope that all of us in 3 Jade can promote together as a class! If history repeats itself (likely to happen again) *choy choy*.. its gona be saddening man. ):

Life's kinda good. School however is shit. To specify, school hours is shit. Its sooooooo long and Im always waiting for it to end! When a day in school ends, its the 1 out of 10000000 happiest moments of my life. Go count on your own what the 999999 happiest moments are. Lol what shit am i crapping.

Today is Mt's birthday. You never fail to make me laugh with your lame words since the day I know you. Which was like.. When you sat beside me in class 6 years ago? Yea you wont be reading this cos you're like mia-ing from the virtual world. But I wish you a very happy happy birthday from the bottom of my heart ah! You're one of the lamest guy I ever seen but you're funny lah hah. You dont rock at all cos you're a rock. HAPPY SIXTEENTH!

2009-09-09T05:34:00.009+08:00

White chocolate marshmallows ♥

Im awake at 5.55am in the morning, -.-
I usually dont have problems falling asleep despite even having a nap in the day.
Impossible that coffee's having an effect on me. (I love sleeping)
Dont know the reason whyyyyyy.
Craving for my peppermint oreo bubble teazx lawl.

You Are An ISFP

The Artist:
You are a gifted artist or musician (though your talents may be dormant right now).
You enjoy spending your free time in nature. You are good with animals and children.
Simply put, you enjoy beauty in all its forms. You live for the simple pleasures in life.
Gentle, sensitive, and compassionate - you are good at recognizing people's unspoken needs.

In love, you are quiet and sweet yet very passionate. You love easily.
You have an underlying love for all living things, and it's easy for you to accept someone into your heart.

At work, you do best in an unconventional position. You express yourself well and can work with almost anyone.
You would make a good veterinarian, pediatrician, or composer.

How you see yourself: Sympathetic, kind, and communicative

When other people don't get you, they see you as: Incompetent, insecure, and overly sensitive

What's" Your Personality Type?

Blogthings: Quizzes and Tests and Memes, Oh My!

I want a dream come true.

2009-09-09T03:53:00.000+08:00

It urghs me to know you're crying.
Cheer up my love, Im here.

2009-09-07T02:02:00.006+08:00

Eheh, adek looks cute right? (cheeks kena squashed LOL)

Lia & Meeeee !

Thanks for being out with me today. I love you ahaha. ♥♥♥

Neh you're a great & nice girl okay!

You're the best in my heart lol sounds retarded disgusting eewish mushy.
You dont deserve to feel heart pain over all this SHIT.
Shit is just shit, they're meant to be flush down into the toilet bowl & never come back again. :D

(Throw away all your worriesxzx) ;

Im here for you no matter what, *grins*.

Somehow, the night never fail to show me its beauty - random.

What's wrong with humans nowadays?!

(Getting more more more pervertic LOL)

Shit lah, there isnt any milk flavour hello panda around in vivo.

None at all, kanasai la.

I hope Joycean jie wont be reading this though.

Im so gona get you milk flavour hello panda for your birthday LOL.

Roar! Studying is like a burden. But hahah, its a process that everyone goes through?

To get a shit degree, prospective job whatever blah.

If its not for tests or exams, I'll never touch my books. :D

I want to get a bursary. er er like impossible ah I know.

Its like only those top 25% or sth?? (Idk a shit)

Money is indeed a good motivator. $.$ EH FAT HOPE LA ZINING WAIT LONG LONG!

But what's wrong with lying to myself. At least I'll feel more motivated right? LOL. =)

Somehow, computer's a distraction for me lah hehe.

So I'll be away from my computer for 2 weeks??

Its hard for me to make this decision lorrr wth. I ought to catch up with school work.

Imagine all my friends who're preparing for their O lvls, abstaining internet waa POWER.

Therefore 2 weeks is just peanuts.

Most importantly, after all the crap I said.

I must get promoted this year.

2009-09-05T03:11:00.001+08:00

Knew this person X two years ago and ever since he went to NS, we started to drift apart.
Hence I started a convo, cos we didnt talk for so long already!

In the midway of the convo I said, "Man I missed the you during those days".
He replied a mere sentence. - "But it has become history".

I didnt know how to continue the chat. I bet we aint gona talk for another few years or forever.
Everyone moves on, except for one. Its obvious who the fool is. :)

2009-09-05T01:48:00.007+08:00

For Im the only one who's trying to act retarded by hiding behind a ball.
Credits : Nicholas's blackie ball.

Sabxz's advertising him. Man, he's cute! O.O

2009-09-02T02:37:00.005+08:00

Aww manzx, what is thish? Hate you for contradicting yourself.
Yes you Zining, not somebody else.
Will someone please enlighten me?

Going on a mia oh so soon.
Two weeks from now perhaps? ):
Not sure if I'll be able to curb the urge to come online by then.
Will miss my deskie top and teh peepurlzx. (lol I talk as if Im going to leave Mother Earth)

Jerineeeee, my movie treat! Im waiting eheh.
Its september people! ♥ (18 more days to my birthday)

Happy Birthday Sheryl Tay Qi Feng!
I like you sitting beside me in class :D
I like you sharing your food in class.
And many many more reasons ah. (Im implying that Sheryl's a good girl)

2009-09-01T01:45:00.003+08:00

WOHOO I PASSED TH FKING MATH TEST.

Miss Tan is gona leave Group 5, she aint teaching us math anymore. ]=
She's such a sweet teacher man, she shouldnt leave us! (Mr Ang will be back -.- )
He'll be like spending the first 15mins getting everyone's calculator out on the table lmfao.
Gah Ms Tan bought everyone different pattern of Ez-link card stickers and a pill.
There's a note to us in each pill she gave. This is what she wrote for me!

"Zi Ning, you're a hardworking girl with potential to do well. Continue to put in effort and Im sure you will be fine!." (Ahem, I fly already LOL. She says Im hardworking :D *thick skin*)

Class bbq + celebration for Ms Lim at Yeelin's condo. It was great man. They bought her this chocolate and pepperpint cake? Miss Lim machiam small kid eh hahaha. Had so much fun. 3Jade made me feel like I cannot be anti-social huh? HAH :D This is the first year I attended class gatherings in my secondary school life yea.

Almost everyone who went for the bbq got carried up and swing-ed into the pool. I STRUGGLED LIKE FK MAN. Got menses also not spared. What is this ! LOL. Watching people screaming is fun, but definitely not fun when its your turn GAH.

Went home with Sheryl and Charlie.
Head to toe all wet, I smelled like fruit punch. (thanks to Zane)
Sheryl's Ez-link card is DEAD.
I guess I gona miss this class so badly when I graduate eh? :)

2009-08-30T00:12:00.004+08:00

(Chairman with me, covered my fringe cos its too horrible. :D )

Damn. Wonder why Aveline and Pohkim got fired. Were they sabotaged or what? ):
When they're not around, its gona be boring both in the office and on the way home man.
Gagah nevermind. Not staying there for long though.
I WANT A COMMISSION LA !

Going to class bbq on monday.
Eheheh the fun part will be having the bimbo form teacher around. =x

Im afraid.
I want to get promoted to sec 4 next yearrr.
Passing english and another 2 subjects is easy.
But what if I fail my english? Its always a C standard.

2009-08-26T21:45:00.002+08:00

Blogger, what's happening to you ! Go and eat my shit. Lol.

2009-08-24T00:38:00.004+08:00

(I wonder why was the girl crying inside the toilet cubicle)

Yea I was doing my own business on the toilet bowl when I heard someone weeping. Alright, it was broad daylight in the school toilet. Probably the girl got pranked ,bullied or something. I took the toilet roll and pushed it inside the girl's cubicle from below. I swear I aint any peeping tom. (There's no toilet bowl inside LOL) Followed next was 2 girls walking into the toilet pushing the blame to one another. "See lah, you made her cry". The worse thing you could do was to make someone cry until she has nowhere to go but the toilet. Hid in the toilet before. So yea her sneezing / breathing (due to crying) makes me urgh. ._____.

One thing quite stupid about me is I read things too easily. Especially those who had already got my trust. It was just so dumb. Kind of laughable and childish if I were to tell someone about it in detail. HAH. Did something quite lmao while I was in the canteen..

Finished my food and I wanted to return my plate. From far I was looking at the stall and I walked up to place my plate. Thinking that Im all done and ready to go, I turned around and walked to Huiping. She looked at me with those O.O eyes. Was wondering why the auntie and her was looking at me like this. She told me I returned the plate to the wrong stall. LOL and I looked up again, she was right. How embarrasing. =D

2009-08-22T22:29:00.002+08:00

If I could screw blogger, I would.

Had a taste of being a telemarketer urgh that feeling, I dont know how to put it.
When you can earn money, you're suppose to feel happy.

Started calling a list of different household and one of them asked me how old am I.
Knn I told you my age then you still say, "areee you suree ~ ?" -.-
In the first place why did I tell you my age, Im inexperienced. ):
WA you're lucky that I cant slap you through a phone LOL.

DO I SOUND THAT KIDDY? (ok i do)
Worse still, a woman asked me how did I got her number.
Bullshit manzx. Please dont ask me questions that will make me stutter!

Calling different people makes me alittle scared / shy.
My hands were rather cold. (dont know if its me or the aircorn)
Its GROSS when I dont know how to answer people's inquiries.
Fortunately, there's Poh Kim! She'll come to my rescue everytime HAHA.
Everytime I dial a number, I was like hoping "eh dont pick up please dont pick up".
There was this Indian guy, he said he wana rent out a room.
I hope its true though ! :D
If that deal is clinched, I can get part of the commission YAY.

Slacked with Aveline and Poh Kim in the office. Crazy girls indeed LOL.
Here's a very cliche quote.
Its amazing when strangers become friend, but saddening when friends become strangers.

End-of-year exams are coming, AWWWW ):
It means I have to start mugging again.
If my level position drops all the way into the bottomless pit, screw me HAHA.
I want to get promoted this year,otherwise this extra one year spent is definitely a waste.
But I still love my class. ♥ 3 Jade (:

2009-08-20T21:09:00.002+08:00

Being "top" for once doesnt mean you know everything. Dont make me fly ok! :D LOL. ARGH screw my brain. (as well as blogger knn show me some stupid white and blue page for what?) During biology lesson, Ms Hanani was like rambling and rambling continuously. Honestly, I dont have the answers up in my head HAH. Kind of embarassing also, it means my studies are deteoriating. EH NO WAY!

Got back chemistry test, I passed. Damn, Ms Lim's gona give us another chemistry test to pull up everyone's marks. WALAU finally a test is over and now she wants to give us another test. -.- Studying is never ending. ): I know my math test today equates to failure! Awww I dont want to fail it though. ):

3Jade are a bunch of angels. They're really nice! As we were cycling in east coast, we saw a guy injured. Okay not me, the rest saw him first. They helped him up and clean his wound. How nice of them right? Heee so sweet. Everyone was like, "you okay or not you okay or not?" LOL. Qi Xiang attention seeker, do push-up right in the middle of the road. COOL OR WHAT.

2009-08-19T20:28:00.000+08:00

Studying and studying makes my brain stressed. I believe yours is also like that.

2009-08-19T06:02:00.010+08:00

Knn you're the most unreasonable bitch I've ever seen. YOUR FACE MACAM MY SHIT. Its my fault to be late, I admit that Im wrong in the first place. BUT I STILL BLAME IT ON THAT BLOODY BUS. argh ): So no matter how unhappy I was, I still came and look for you. (I didnt plan to escape your detention initially) You said come find you for detention at 1pm, I waited till 2pm and you didnt show up. Its not as if I didnt look for you. You said wait for you even if you're not around. AM I SUPPOSE TO WAIT FOR YOU LIKE A DOG? You said you're a teacher and you cant tend me for 24 hours. SO AM I SUPPOSE TO WAIT FOR YOU 24 HOURS!? You're a teacher and you have stuffs to attend to, SO CANT YOU JUST SPECIFY A TIME WHERE YOU WILL BE AROUND RATHER THEN EXPECTING AND THINKING THAT I WILL WAIT HOURS AND HOURS FOR YOU? I checked that you're not around in the school already that's why I left. How did I fking know where did you went? No you dont have to report to a student that where you went. But dont a student have their stuffs to do? You can do what you want. Give me suspension, detention, scoldings, yellow form when a student talk back. All I could do was just to shut up and not invite myself any trouble. You said why didnt I looked for you yesterday. You're the one who fixed 1pm and refused to let me the change the time on friday. You can fix 1pm and dont show up on time. You made me disgusted and seriously its not that I dont fear you. I do fear you. (Im in your hands) Probably I dont respect you that's why I didnt bother to show up and cant be bothered to find you. When a teacher look for me, most of the time I'll be obedient and look for them regardless they'll be punishing me or not. You made me so pissed off. Ever since last thursday you've ruined my mood for classes. I aint concentrating and my brain's jammed. I admit my EQ is lousy. OVER YOU THIS BLOODY BITCH i've not been able to concentrate well and is feeling stress over YOU. CB how I stand and how I place my hands you also want to care. I've been scoled by mr boh before and even though I was unhappy, at least I didnt walked in the classroom sulking. I was more afraid. He's a reasonable man UNLIKE YOU. I walked in the classroom happily cursing you. :D Told you nicely I've got work on thursday and you told me that's my problem and you dont care. I said why not on wednesday, cos i really cant make it. You gave me your fk face because I as a student can never do anything to you! Come on la, you fking shoot at me that I have a attitude problem and teachers dont want to speak to me? I SERIOUSLY DONT HAVE AN ATTITUDE and stop assuming with your own bull shit logic. When I dont feel like looking at a teacher(you) in their eyes, obviously Im fed up with you and is stuck there to listen to you talk cock. Im seldom/never rude to teachers. You say what you want. I cannot say what I want. Im not one of those student who will go against the teachers. Yet when you're damn fking unreasonable, how do you expect me to treat you with respect!? Come on, its just a detention. I can go there and sit for 2 hours. Its just 2 days. But the way you talked to me AWW I FELT LIKE I WANTED TO KILL YOU MAN ! Sorry, I suck in my EQ and this is how I express my anger to you bloody bitch. How I wish I could spit all this straight in your face with all my saliva without any scoldings/suspension/detention/yellow form/calling of parents. :) Wo chi ruan bu chi ying ^^

2009-08-15T02:01:00.003+08:00

This blog is dead, and yes a bore. Lazy to take pictures / upload them. Didnt catch the fireworks with Aveline they all on national day. They said me this year's one is nice. Awww I was on the bus to Orchard during 8.22pm. Met up with them, looked for Rong Ping in lidoooooo kfc. She brought us to a damn ulu toilet HAHA. Basically, the door infront of you is metal? When you sit on the toilet bowl, you're looking at yourself peeing or pooing.

Happy 16belated birthday to Monica! ♥

Cb, I somehow got a two days detention? Like I said, Im a good girl. Its just because Im late ROARRRRRRR. Mdm Sarinah nice one, ask me to look for her ar 1pm. I waited her for like 45mins and I dont see even her spirit anywhere. -.- She said wait for her to show up if I dont see her around. But Mr Ang said she left the school LOL. So, a bunch of us humans made a visit to Jaslyn's house. Get well soon Jaslyn !! (why didnt you passed your virus to me lol)

Those 2 girls and 3 guys were playing poker while I was half soundly asleep. Yes, and also "truth or dare". Yet we ended up just playing "truth and more truth". Left her house at 5pm and walked home with sweetie Hui Ping ! That girl called me lan duo de nu ren (lazy woman) LOL. Cos I was bugging her to take bus instead of walking home. Hahahaha, yealah! Wasnt that far afterall hehe.

Class Outing tomorrow ! ~ 3jade rocks. (L) Im sure they will ask me to choose the smallest bike. Or they will nag at me to make the bike seat shorter. EH lmao ! I know my own limits haha. Tomorrow will be a fun day ! (still thinking if I should go work tomorrow or not) Choose 1: Work or class outing?

2009-08-01T14:23:00.000+08:00

the post below was not made by me HAHA,

2009-08-01T14:18:00.001+08:00

hello! my name is zn and im from dunearn. my new love is someone known as jerine ho. i love her alot, and i know she loves me too, heheheh. lately, i've been spending time with her and i enjoy it alottt HAHAHA! LOVEEE!

2009-07-31T01:22:00.002+08:00

Somehow, Im starting to find people in 3Jade getting cuter and entertaining. Laughters everyday. :D Erm weekends are still the best. I know Im introvert, home is the best!

School's kind of fun these days? Just that I cant stand the boredom at times during lesson. It feels so stressing to have like so many tests? But heee luckily bio test was cancelled, due to class photo taking and math test is postponed! Aiya, just cancel the test my goodness sake.

Im glad that its going to be August soon. PLEASE! End the ndp rehearsals quick. -.- Its always such a drag can? Mezx wana play songs like english folksong suite and moreeeeee. Like seriously cool, Neowinds went to Amsterdam for some music contest. Having midnight sectionals in the room, bonding bonding!

I cant wait to finish my sec 3 life.

2009-07-16T22:58:00.002+08:00

Screw the math tests today.
Its not like I didnt study or I dont know how to do.
I didnt have time to complete them! (I dont know if I was the only one)
Like omg, I left more than 3 questions blank?
Gahhhh 45 mins for both math tests, seriously not enough time.
I'll fail it for sure. ): EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!

I didnt do alot of my history work, most likely gona fail my combined humanities.
AHHHH damn.

2009-07-15T19:43:00.000+08:00

Mark you rock :D Thanks for saving my computer alive!

2009-07-15T01:39:00.002+08:00

Yesterday kept achoo-ing and yes! I've got flu today.
So suay ): In class my nose is like damn itchy!
I stayed back after school to complete my math and SS today, LIKE WOW I FINISHED!

And yea, chinese lesson was damn hilarious today.
Mdm Toh wanted to give sweets to reward people.
So she placed like 5 sweets on the visualiser, and afterawhile it became 3sweets left!
LOL naughty people go steal sweets HAHA.

2009-07-13T21:54:00.003+08:00

Eh fcuk. (I dont like the idea of having a new math teacher)

Im not trying to imply that Ms Tan suck or what. But she's kinda strict with homeworks as compared to Mr Ang. Which means now I have to do my math homework on time already? What the hell. Nice, A and E math tests are coming. I dont understand at all because I was day-dreaming all along. :)

And yea. Mark showed me my this year "sec 3 profile pic". Uhhhh. =/

[I think I caught a cold]

2009-07-12T20:35:00.002+08:00

Claudia is very nice. Thanks.

Headed to JP and watched movie with Jerine <3
Yea we watched ghost of girlfriend's past? (my life is boring)
After that trained down to Hougang and met wantek! Hah.
School tomorrow FCUK. D:

I want to experience some fun.

No, its not coming true.

2009-07-09T18:00:00.004+08:00

I'd been feeling the emptiness inside me. I dont know why I kinda hate going to school and the problem now lies with me. Yes its me. Come on its quirky, what an awkward relationship. Ahahah, why am I so negative?

I've not been doing the math homework that Mr Ang gave all this while. I tried(past tense) so hard to pull up my math grades up and I did it. But Im afraid that it'll be back to square one again cos Im losing interest in math. I just dont like those triangles topics and coordinate geometry! Bullshit its hypnotising me to sleep.

Chinese projects, ohmy. Nobody gives a shit about it in my group. Its like not everyone is free on one day or another? Probably asking for extention of deadline. Source-Based questions suck, I hate it. My holiday assigment (Pedra Branca) is still not done.

Seriously, this life is dead.

2009-07-06T03:22:00.005+08:00

Met them at Bukit Panjang CC.
Scratched(?) my knees alittle, fell down.
Badminton with Amos, Dave, Fadzil, Huiping, Jaslyn + little bro and Yong Liang today.
I didnt take their photos while they were playing.
Was alittle drenched due to the rain.

Could have been more fun if it didnt rained at Fajar court.

Jaslyn told me one day that she learnt something apart from studies.
Well, I dont want to see you frown. :)
Stressed due to overdue online assignments the last few days.
But YAY! I finished my geog and ss forum Still left with poster and write-up. :/

2009-06-20T18:05:00.002+08:00

Zi Discover Secret of Birthdate!

This is the results : You were born on 20th of September 1993.
:: Romantic
:: Idealistic and need a reason to be happy.
::Strong Family bond are important to them.
:: Their decisions are driven by their emotion.
:: Like to help and take care others.
:: Loyal and a good teacher.
:: Love musics.
:: Loyal to those who are serious in relationship.
:: Need to learn what can and can't change.

Famous people that share your personalities : Albert Einstein, Jane Seymour, John Denver, Meryl Streep, Christopher Columbus, Goldie Hawn.

Who am I?

2009-06-20T16:33:00.005+08:00

Awwww are'nt they cute?
Especially when they go "meow" so softly.
Geez, they're still young and cant walk yet.
Sneaked in when their mummy was'nt around.

Damn lah. Darn those 100 over math questions on ace learning.

-Chinese project not done.

-SS sbq I dont understand how to do.

-Geography I lazy to start on.

-Maths. I rather they print on paper lah. ( Deadline's today D: )

Reopen school sure die.

2009-06-18T11:33:00.009+08:00

170609 - band practice.

Formation drills in morning as usual. During sectionals, Aubrey was like teaching Aaron how to play cymbals. Then the small boy Ting Wei, took Syazwan's drumstick and threw from outside of the music room(back door) across the staircase behind the hall to the opposite side. But the stick bounced up to the ceiling then dropped to the first floor and broke LOL. Tsk.

The new marching drums have arrived yesterday heh! Geez, I wonder all of that cost how much. Must be a bomb! All brand new and white, cool eh. The sad thing is Im too short for the harness and it makes the metal thing press on my ahem. Now its even lower than the concert snare. Eh alamak, why like this one. ):

So the section stayed back to tune the drums. Some of them stayed back to help too. :) Hmm, never tune a brand new drum before. Then Mr Yeo bought pizza for us. :) Rosalyn crazy! LOL. Like to sit inside the box and hide inside the plastic bag with deying, hahah! Went home around 5plus..

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This morning while sleeping, Mum came in to disturb me, zzz. Lazy to open my mouth and say go away. So I just responded with a "meow" sound everytime she talk. (in sub-conscious state) So she told me somewhere near her work place, a cat gave birth to six kittens. Ask me want to go see or not, lol? (Is she kidding?) Then I continued to sleep, dreaming about myself owning a kitten. What was I doing? Am I crazy? (well, it wont last very long)
Cos I was awakened by a call from Xin Yu, asking me whether can wear slippers to school or not lols! I also dont know, haha.

Probably going out with Huiping and Dave later. Why do they have so many flyers to give out? Hah.

2009-06-14T17:28:00.003+08:00

I find myself still thinking about it after months.
Well, its pointless now so what for?
I forbid myself to do that again. Never.

Holidays cause me boredom.
(clueless of what to do)
School life equates to stress.
(afraid to fail your tests, doing assigments at the very last minute =P and everything)

If its you, which one will you choose?
To find fun in midst of boredom, or to find fun in midst of stress?
I wonder how dmb will look like playing pirates of the carribean while doing formations. ;D
And my double tapping sounded like bird's droppings. Plak plak plak, -.-
NO NICEEEEEEEEE!

2009-06-11T19:26:00.001+08:00

Your Birthday Predicts You're Sensitive

Ever since you were born, you've always been able to cooperate.
You enjoy supporting and being inspired by others. You appreciate the dynamic of a group.

Getting along with others is essential to you. You are both fair and well mannered.
You are very intuitive and easily effected by other people. Sometimes you are too delicate.

What Does Your Birthday Predict About You?

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2009-06-11T17:17:00.006+08:00

I hate holiday assignments!

Especially when they threaten to give O (kosong) marks if you dont hand in your work before the deadline. Because its so important as marks will be counted as part of your CA2 score.. A lazy bum like me will feel stressed when the deadline is approaching. I dont want to make stupid posters lahhhh! So dumb. Conserving on forests? Lol.

Haha. I hope Jaslyn enjoyed her birthday celebration. (:

But a pity I dont know how to swim.
Otherwise, I will walk deeper into the waters and make you drown! (kidding)
Well, at least I "sat" in the water.

Met them at vivo.
After lunch at Sakae, all of us headed to Sentosa.
Only went to the Palawan Beach? That's all.
Gah. Ian, Jiayee, Olivia, Ying Xian and Yumin all sat on the beach and played with sand.

At night, went to find Huiping & co. at Fajar court.
Got to the cake shop and collected the cake.
Wanted to surprise Jaslyn at the playground.

But well,

we left the wrapper all this and leftover cake at th void deck and playground.
Thought of going back to clear it but I only remember about playing. =x
Alamak, will kena complain or not? LOL!
Th cake must be so infested with ants.

2009-06-07T03:45:00.003+08:00

Happy 16th Birthday to Jaslyn See Jie Xin!
You're half a year older then me already. Hehehe.
Sweet sixteenth, stay happy! :D

2009-06-07T00:48:00.021+08:00

Sangu (third aunt) came to my house yesterday. She wanted to give my family a treat but mum lazy to go out. I missed 2 episodes of boys over flowers ): But aiya, can watch on internet what! Heeeeee. Dad wanted to go Bugis but I changed it to causeway. Bugis got so many restaurants, sure end up dont know want to eat what. So we went to causeway and makan. Thanks Sangu for the treat!

After eating, we walked around. Sangu kept asking me what I want to buy and she'll pay for me. Every item she points at, I'll keep shaking my head. Like very paiseh to let her spend money on me ah. But she kept saying nvm nvm cos last time my dad dote on my cousins alot? When I enter 77th street, I cannot resist the temptation already lols. Sangu saw me looking at the shirts and asked me to pick the one I like. So I bought 2shirts and its like expensive ah. But buy 2 got discount? Heh. The nicer she is, the more I must be good to her when I start to work!

Okay, took the escalator down already. But U-turn to buy white shorts at Giordano. She picked one for me which was kinda nice. I looked at the price - $49.90 SCARY CAN!? One short for almost $50. Omg siao. The sales guy said buy another piece got discount. So I insisted that Sangu picked the second one if not might as well dont buy, ex ah! Hahaaaa, she finally listened to me and bought one too :D She kept telling me - Study hard Zining, next time give your Parents good life. Then I was like, Orh .... Orh, and Orh.

I also remember Xiaogu(Small aunt) treated my family during my birthday last year. Expensive also -.- EX AH siao. Now I feel more guilty cos I told Xiaogu I'll work hard last year. In the end.................. Working hard for Eoy only is useless. Alright, the way to not disappoint Grandma or anyone is to study hard. I had learnt my lesson and will fulfill Grandma's wishes. Study hard hur? Okay okay okay okay okay okay!

Makan at Long John. 3 person shared one meal. Homed @ 11pm, (963)

Thursday (040609)

2009-06-07T00:48:00.014+08:00

(Pk, Ave, Zn!)

(Little Boy Joseph, cute but extremely hyper)

Staying at home is kinda boring. But my love for holidays will never change. :D
Initially wanted to chiong studies for the entire holiday and not go out often.
It turned out to be, not as what I had planned. =P
Apparently I dont have much mood to study everyday, Im not mad duh.
But I'll still study hard lah, as promised to myself.

Smsed Aveline Jie whether got Lobang or not, like obviously I knew she'll have. Hah!
Well, headed down to Bugis on thurs to look for Jie and her friends -
Eunice, Poh Kim, Josephine + Joseph
I was afraid that I cant mix well with them, I dont know any of them.
Hmm, it was quite fun after all, heh.

Had lunch with them at Seoul Garden.. LOL we were like public nuisance?
The people at the other table kept looking at us with those disgusted looks. =/
Joseph even "made friends" with the guy working in Seoul Garden, hah popular.
Gah, eating Seoul Garden will make you stink. I kept complaining about the smell.
Jie suggested I go BHG & take those perfume samples spray spray then come out lol!

After lunch then we walked around Bugis street. They funny ah!
Got this Indian Guy called and dont know wana introduce what crap.
"Hello, we're from *blahblah alakazam whatevershit* ".
I told him I cant understand what he's saying and asked him to repeat again.
He replied me "do you understand english?" -.-
I was like, "eh hello, you talk like this how I understand?"
So Aveline they all just replied crap to that guy and hanged up, hahaha.
Home-d @ 8plus (960)

Everytime come out with Avenehneh sure got something funny happen.
Like going to the public toilet without paying the last time. (It wasnt anyone's idea)
Uncle saw us coming out and asked us to pay.
Rp & Jie said one word - RUN! So I just followed them and run lor.
The uncle really got up from his seat and chased after us O.O
So we ended up hiding in different shops to get away from the uncle.
I know its wth cos going public toilet only cost 10-30 cents nia HAH.
(Yah its lame)

2009-06-03T18:28:00.002+08:00

Going Bugis with ave jie tmr, with her friends and their little brother?
Geeeeeeee, at least I wont be bored at home tomorrow. :D

2009-06-03T17:30:00.002+08:00

Trying to learn this instrument - guitar.
ROAR! Why do I learn this pear-like shape thing so slow.
You can do it Zining, you can do it! :D

2009-06-02T19:55:00.004+08:00

I thought of deleting this blog, but on second thoughts.
I'll just leave it to rot if I dont update it. :D

Yesterday was like someonezxz birthday eh! Its my beloved adek LIA's birthday :D Happy 15th, *winks*. I know Im very old-fashioned but Im gona say this again, Kakak loves you! It was on your 14th birthday when I first saw you last year. Eh, one year already ah! I thought you're a very shy girl at the first sight, hahaha. (But I was wrong) Although we dont meet up very often, you're a very sweet and nice girl! You call me kakak so I really treat you like a younger sister because I dont have one. (Disagreeing the fact that you look older than me - taller)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY !
( I know I wished you like a million times before heh)

Thanks Jaslyn for accompanying me yesterday. :D

2009-05-30T03:49:00.003+08:00

Report books were given back. It turned out that I didnt fail any subjects. :D
My class & level position to me was quite shocking. For the first time...
But its also not very good lah. Hmm, I want to aim higher.
Although I got two As, I have a mixture of five Cs too.

Subjects that I got Cs are -
English, Emath, Amath, Combined Humanities and Geography.

My next target -
Make these five Cs to become four Bs when I get the next report slip back.
Reason being is because I dont think my english will ever get a B lol.

Holidays has started. And of course there IS holiday assignments.
Oh well, why cant the teachers just give us a break.
Just go enjoy lah, plan assigments for us for what. Sigh.

2009-05-30T01:13:00.007+08:00

Dah, sec 3 camp at that dairy farm place was soso.
First day was alright. Quite bored/quite fun ^^
Group 13 & 14's performance for campfire was dance item.

The whole dance looked not bad lah, I thought it was nice.
Afifah, Tina and Mufidah they all came up with the dance steps and taught us. (:
My group won the best group. :D I was surprised that we won.
I thought my attitude sucked cos of my moodswing.

Day one - Did challenge rope course, played games and campfire preparation.
The group spent quite some time on campfire preparation so we only did 1 high element.
Challenge rope course was okay. The cable was not as wobbly as I thought.

Day two - abseiling, challenge pole/flying fox, rock climbing, general stations & campfire.
Abseiling was easy. That one still not as scary as challenge pole omfg.
The group had to be splitted up after that to try either challenge pole or flying fox.
Instructor said that time was running out so they had to do that.
Of course I didnt want to do challenge pole ah! But I kena challenge pole. -.-

At first not happy to kena challenge pole.
I knew I was scared of that after last year's experience.
Most of them wanted to do flying fox so all of them squeezed their way in to queue for that.
I kena blocked, like obviously when I got short legs. So I have to go all the way behind lah.
In the end, zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz. =_____=
But I thought that I should at least give it a try on challenge pole though Im scared.

Ended up I humji & stone on top of that stupid pole for quite long. (I dont know how long)
Nicholas laughed at me and said I cannot grab the trapeze for sure, wth.
I swear Im a humji on that stupid pole. Kept screaming, freaking embarassing lah.
After much persuading, I just closed my eyes and jumped without grabbing the trapeze.
Failed-

When we had to assemble, this guy whom I dont know asked me a question.
"You're the girl who stone on the pole for very long right & dont dare to jump right?"
Zzzzz, I didnt know what to reply him.

Something small went into my fingers and pricked me, painnnnn.
After that stupid pole was rock climbing.
Wanted to try that initially but I didnt had the mood already.
Suddenly cannot get high so I just sat one side and chat with Inshirah.

Xinyu left in the morning fr choir concert performance. ):
So throughout the dinner and campfire I was on super low tide.
But Gerald teow they all were sitting behind me during campfire making noises.
They damn funny ah lmao, HAH!

2009-05-23T20:20:00.004+08:00

Alright, wonders dont work all the time.
Little did I know, I FAILED MY COMBINED HUMANITIES! ]:
Still have'nt got back a-math and geography papers. (Im curious about the marks)
*shouts* I dont want to fail another subject! ]:

Got held back by Mr Boh after school ystd for detention, what a drag.
The reason I'll get detention is only because Im late, not because Im naughty!
After like throwing me in a corner for approx. 50mins?
HE FINALLY FINISHED HIS LUNCH AND RETURN.

Then he started giving me a lecture session and asked me about my results.
I merely answered him, "got pass and got fail lor".
One of the things he said to me was - "If you're repeating, you shouldnt fail."
"And if you managed to get a boderline pass, its nothing."

People fail already very disappointed. Why still rub salt into my wound. tsktsktsk.
Arghhhhh. When I left school yesterday, I felt terribly lousy about my ownself.
I started to doubt my own capabilities.

But it sort of spurred me too. Because I know this world is realistic.
Nevermind, Zining will never give up! Words cannot defeat me.
This time I failed. Next time I will try to pass.
Social studies and history, I must strive to conquer you!! Lol.

Band today was just cleaning up of band room & music room. The cupboards very dirty and dusty!

2009-05-22T02:38:00.010+08:00

2009-05-22T00:39:00.007+08:00

Its has been a long time since I've laughed out 'real' heartily. People are complaining that I pull a face all day long so sorry ar haha. But Im still very approachable k? :D I feel like Im not enjoying my life right now, I feel as if Im living it this way because Im terribly stucked in it. So, all I could do is just move on and let certain things rot against my wishes. Do you understand what I mean? Okay whatever.

Seemed like I had neglected my blog and virtual life for some time. All thanks to preparation of exams but now exams are officially over! (alright, just Mid Year Exam that's all) Since exams has ended, Im gona marathon on korean dramas - Boys Over Flowers! ^^

Well, got back some of the papers today. English, Chinese, Chemistry and E-math p2. I passed these subjects and I hope I've passed the remaining subjects as well. Although I didnt put in equal amount of effort in all the subjects, I hope some last minute work in some subjects can make wonders! Lets hope I wont encounter any disappointments tomorrow then! Awww, hopefully. D:

Ever did the dumbest thing in a major examination? I thought the most hateful thing to do is to make careless mistakes that will cost you some marks.. Or doing the paper too slowly until you cannot finish all the questions, very wasted also. But wana know what I did? I LEFT MY BLOODY QUESTION 10 BLANK FOR EMATH P2. Reason was - I thought that drawing graph for question 9 was the last question. Is'nt drawaing of graph always the last question in paper 2? Fine, Im very stupid lol.

When I finished the paper early, I was quite surprised of myself too. So without hesitation, I used the remaining time to check the paper and return to those questions I had skipped. But when the time was up, I saw that question 10 was at the page behind and I ACTUALLY DIDNT FLIPPED THE PAPER AND DO THAT BLOODY QUESTION. My 10 marks for that one bloody question said bye-bye to me before I hand the paper in. ): The ludicrous thing was, a few of my classmates did the same thing as me lol. Oh my, Im stupid or dumb!?

And today after getting back my e-math p2 to check, I was comparing my answers with the answer scheme to see if I can get any more marks. Until I reach to a point and found out, why dont I have my answers for this very particular alien-looking question. So I came to a conclusion.. I opened my mouth big big and realised I actually didnt do that question. WHY THE HELL DID I OVERLOOKED IT? Another 6marks gone. ROARRRR. But I thought to myself, "alright, you've passed and you ought to be feeling thankful". Then haha, FORGET IT ZINING! Stop crying over spilt milk, you're no crybaby. Suan le lah!

And lastly, I wish Mayshuan [: and Valerie [: a happy belated birthday! Both of you are officially 16, all the best for Os! Mother wolf, you must always remember me baby wolf.

2009-04-12T21:52:00.001+08:00

Get the lazy bug off me.
I know I shouldnt sleep so much.

beautiful performance :)

2009-04-11T04:37:00.001+08:00

2009-04-11T01:25:00.010+08:00

I have to learn to be independent. Whatever happens, I'll surpress the negative side within me.

Good Friday!
Watched movie with Jaslyn, Raffy and Ying Hao. They told me, Shen Shen organised this and he last minute back out? Haha! Mt also last minute back out? Ying Hao last minute made it. Met Jaslyn on the bus and we went to Westmall together. Spotted raffy buying dessert so Jaslyn and me followed-suit, hah. We then waited at the last level for Ying Hao to come. I looked alittle retard welcoming Ying Hao infront of the escalator, lol. Yah, bought food and tickets.

The movie was Confessions of a Shopaholic, and the movie was.... okay okay only ar. I wanted to watch unborn! (I've only watched horror shows on tv, not in the cinema before) But too bad, unborn no more.. Throughout the whole thing, raffy got bullied by a girl. I just stood there laughing, watching them. He got punched and beaten up by Jaslyn. The whole thing looked funny to me, hahaa. Especially when he screamed. Jaslyn, baik ah you! Hahaha. After the movie, went to find dad. We walked abit then went home. Thanks raffy, for willing to offer your help in my studies.

Last few weeks I didnt came online, my comp threw tantrum one me.
I got the mindset that my comp wont work if I on it. My comp fails me most of the time.
So I didnt bother to on my comp for a long time thinking that maybe after awhile, it'll work.
Well well, Im also very lazy. ^^
Once I reach home I will take a nap, wake up, watch tv, eat, sleep and go to school!

My blog seems rather dead to me. But still, I'll update it once I come online. Its my diary.
Not sure whether I'll go on another mia-ing soon or not, but people just tag ar! :D
Dad just went out to buy supper for me, I eat supper I get fat. D:
I realised that I havent start revising for my MYE. Better start before its too late, haha.
Wont be online later coz I want to study. Im not so smart I know.
Give the determination, grant me the peserverance! IM CRAZY about improving.
But Im coming online on Sunday night time again! :D

Got to improve, study study study. see ya! ;)

Click. Refresh! ( on 30/3 )

2009-04-10T23:39:00.008+08:00

Who's in the picture emo-ing? ( I secretly snapped them while they were sleeping )
It was during the middle of the night right in the middle of the mrt's underpass.
Waited for MRT to open, around 6am? I fell alseep at the Station and on the Mrt, hah.
There was this Indian guy scolding his workers. NOISY CAN? Irritating also.

Back to the movie..
We went to watch midnight movie on 30/3(Sun) at town. Around 2am?
Its "Race to the Witch Movie". Movie was pretty exciting.

But once after the movie ended..
We didnt know where to go and just walked aimlessly down the "empty" streets at Town.
Empty because duh, its midnight! And we decided to slack at a nearby Mac till dawn!
I want to have a experience of night life at "some" country. With Jerine, hah.
Jerine is crazy, making herself exhausted! But I envy the holidays that she's having.
We're both crazy girls I guess, anything also want try. But girls like to imagine yea? *smiles*
Jerineeeeee, when we grow up! We must go to that place ok? Lets see if we'll fulfill it, hah.

Oh btw, the night before and the night night before she met me, know where she was? Sentosa, night cycling and sleepover at friend's house. -.- Must take care of your body! :) I've never met a person who dont sleep at home consecutive straight for 3 nights and got herself sunburn yet still insisted on having fun outside as she want her hols to be fruitful! Haha. Joel went on separate ways from us at Bt. Panjang. Jerine came my house to sleep & rest then we went to plaza to have lunch. Because I got to attend school, I didnt join her and her friends to watch sunrise + watching horror movie at her friend's house the following night. Roarrrr, 1 and a more half years for me to graduate. :O

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Revealing a masterpiece by Amy.

Amy Chng :D torn her chemistry test paper. *claps* (how I wish I can do that too)
Special appearance by Jessie's fingers.

2009-04-10T09:49:00.005+08:00

Outside of SCH, section with Ziyaad. Where's LAODA!?

On the whiteboard - wishes from the Guzheng girls one day before SYF. Thanks alot!!!
All the best for Gu Zheng's syf too (: ESPECIALLY MY LAO PO! hahaaa.

Percussionists' group photo at Tanjong Katong Secondary.
I like this exchange alot alot! :D

Ohwell, SYF is finally over and we got a silver. Although I really wanted a gold (my appetite is big), but a silver was what we deserved. Regardless of what the result was.. During the process, its amazing to see the whole lot of us working together towards one aim. Mr Yeo told us to be sincere in playing our music and never leave the stage with regret. And yes, I walked down the stage telling myself that I have no regrets. True indeed, DMB was cheering loudly when the host announced Silver. SYF never ends what? Hahaaaa. Mr Yeo put in alot of hard work for us... Will look forward to outdoor SYF! The experience is all it matters! :D

And yea, I happened to chance upon Zakir's blog. Got engrossed when I was reading it. Hmmmm, haha. He's a senior from dmb few years ago? The band has really come a long way.. During his time , there were many hatred against one another? Discipline was much much more stricter than now I guess.

Mr Yeo once asked their batch, is the gold more important or the band unity more important. For me, I'll choose the latter one. I prefer to a "big family" than having cliques here and there. One thing about human nature is we're _______. When we dont like someone in a group, things really get "messy" and "nasty". That's what pulls a group apart and I dont like it. Hoho. (shhhhhhhhhh)

2009-03-16T20:02:00.004+08:00

Lengend of the Condor Heroes 2. (2008 version)
You must be thinking its a very boring show, but this version is not lorrrr.
Especially when Ariel Lin is so adorable in the show. :D
Hu ge & Ariel Lin are really cute couples in the shows they act, heh.
Whenever they act in the same show, the other female characters all very pretty.
*heh heh, ZINING IS NO LESBIAN OKAY!?*

2009-03-16T18:05:00.002+08:00

At some point of the time, dont you wish you were someone else?
Much more better in everything as compared to how you are now.
I want to have a change of character for probably one day, anyone willing? :)
You'll be me and I'll be you! I rather im filled with insensitivity.
Mee always want to knowxz what people is thinking.
But somehow, its better not to. (please grant me insensitivity)
Everything will be futile if it doesnt get reciprocated.

This one week holiday is seriously redundant. -.-
What's the purpose of giving us a holiday when the students dont get to enjoy their breaks totally? However, like what Ms Au said.. Doing homework is the duty of a student, its non-negotiable. Awwwww, ): And band practises is like consecutive for how many days? ... Its also non-negotiable for a band member. ): Want to get gold, comes with effort and sacrifising of time. This week's band practise, Zining will not pon! Nevermind, after four years.. Hahah.

Study session with May-en on Wednesday at JE library. (me will take photos)
I want to disturb her :D (haha, kidding)
Hopefully May-en can help me with my math.
And AIYER! When can I go out with Nurazmillia? Adek, please fix a day! :D
Wondering if we're celebrating someone's birthday, adek?????
Still meeting Nayim for chemistry tuition? (not sure, dont even know if its confirm)

♥ i'd tear out my own heart

2009-03-13T17:47:00.002+08:00

I wish I was taller, then I would feel more like a 16 year old teen.
If my wish was fulfilled, my life could have been much more better.
It will be better in many many aspects lor! Aiya Zining, succumb to fate lah! :D

Being short is not cute. Most of the time, you'll get physically teased. (im not cooking up stories)
Cute is merely a word that shorties uses to console themselves. (just like me)
Haha, but! After all this while's trainings, I've learnt the art of ignorance :)
Probably not. Mastered only half of it?
Well, at least I've learnt how to control my anger/emotions much more better now.
This usage applies to daily life isnt it? Like how to deal with stuffs and everything with care.
Most importantly, not to get so worked up easily over small issues. BE POSITIVE & SMILE!

We prone to let our mental life become invaded by legions of half-truth, prejudices and propaganda.
-by some angmoh Dr. and I dont remember his name.

Actually, I miss having you around alot. ALOT LAAA. <3
The thing is, I dont know what or how to say when I see you. (sigh)
Im just afraid that I will spoil your life again. Hahah, ya I think too much.
When Im not around with you, the people around you made you smile. Isnt that good?
I dont want to do anything that will furthermore hurt you. I rather isolate myself.
Oh wtf, why am I such a pessimist when it comes to "very wierd stuffs".
Sometimes, my self-esteem level is zero when its regarding to these weird stuffs.
Im a very stupid girl. I want people to be happy but I think I appeared nonchalant instead.
All this is because of 1 thing. Im shyyy. LOL!

HEH! Im glad with my Term 1 tests results. Because I didnt fail any subjects I think. :D . Not sure if I've calculated my overall marks correctly though. Maybe calculated wrongly? Still havent get back the report slips. Only sec 4s and sec5s got it back today. I think I didnt get satisfactory results.. Its just glad coz I felt improvement in myself. Next term and next next term, Im aiming for A2, B3 or a high B4 in every subjects! I know all these are not through mouth only. I will slowly, use time and work towards it. Heh heh. Im aiming high so as to try my best for everything. I cannot be half-hearted mah. :D But I "fore tell" that I might end up getting sucky marks for subjects like English, History and A-math. ( I dont know) It will be confirmed after the Mid-Year Examintions. Im not sure of my strengths and weakness now. Lol.

Im still very unhappy about the fact that I cant take my SS test when I was absent.GRRR.
I thought I could take the test during the next day when I come to school.
But Mdm Khong didnt allowed the absentees to take the test. ))):

I've got a question to ask. When you get a VR in your report slip, does it mean that your grades given will be base on 2 tests ( awarded 0 marks for the 2nd test) or your grades will be graded only on the first test that you took????

Mean while, the next target,
No more C6 for english. At least a C5? LOL.
For eg: a 58 mark look better than a 52 marks hor?
Cannot put too high hopes on english. I hate doing summaryssssss!! :D
I've succeed my first goal of the year. Pass both maths and chemistry. (checked!)
Second goal, to brush up on my english. (for the benefit of answering SEQs well)
Also, no more border-line pass for geography. haha.

2009-03-13T15:58:00.000+08:00

Your Personality at 35,000 Feet Is Thoughtful and Contemplative

Deep down, you prefer spending time alone to spending time with others. You enjoy thinking more than talking.

You are not too sure what your place in the world is yet. You often feel invisible in a crowd.

Your gift is relating to other people. You don't hide from your own emotions, and you are good at drawing other people out.

You are inspired by what is possible. Real life is often too ordinary for you.

It's very easy for you to feel happy. You can find peace with any situation.

The Personality Test at 35,000 Feet

2009-02-21T19:59:00.001+08:00

To edit.
Alright, I think I misunderstood you.
Maybe Im just too anxious, that is.
Good luck to you. :)
Im waiting to see you prove me wrong.

2009-02-21T18:23:00.003+08:00

Tell me how to be a better senior?
What I say nobody wants to listen. (dont tell me respect must be gained)
We'll put it as simply as. "Zining is nothing, not fierce one. Heck care her."
Is it?? Even when Im angry, nobody will care.
Maybe from now on, I shouldnt be such a kpo.
Later people might say I like to control others when Im only a retainee.
But Im not a saddist right? Wont force people to practise for nothing what?
Im just worried, want to help. I know you can do it and I've never looked down on you.
Somemore. I talked nicely to you, but you chose to play lion dance. -.-
Forget it, Im just anxious. People have their own freedom mahhhh. :D Nevermind lorrrrrr. hah!

These few days, I get pissed off very easily. But yea, my anger only last for seconds. Body too heaty ar! Lol. Everytime when people(friends) intentionally/unintentionally insults/tease about my height, I will tell them "Nevermind, its okay and I can take your jokes." But I realised, when I tell them I dont mind, all those anger are slowly piling up in me uh?

I used to think that its okayyyy, dont bother so much, smile. Now what Im thinking is, can you people just shut the F up? Because you're not the one who give birth to me. Guess my tolerance is limited eh? Why not try putting yourself in my shoes and teach me how to ignore? You might say that I took it too seriously, but whenever those people(not one but many) insults you. I'll feel that they dont think through their words first before they bloody shoot them all out. Or rather, its how you phrase your sentence.. Its easy to tell lah, from the face. Whether the person meant to make fun of me because they finally found someone shorter than them. That's why I get angry. But when you're plainly joking out of fun only, I can tell and I wont mind. See what's the difference?

Hard work really pays off. :) Now I get to know what is the meaning of "you reap what you sow". My math results used to be the last in class. When Mr Ang says got ___ people fail, I know die die got me. Coz I've never liked math and even if I study, I sure fail. But this time, when Mr Ang says that I've passed my A-math test, I was surprised because really tyco ar! Borderline pass. It was luck I guess. But for the E-math tests, I might not have so much luck again. ): But still, I hope I can at least pass the test. =/ AND ANYWAY. stupid bio test. Idk if its the english problem and I didnt understand the question, so i misread it. Well, its gona cause me to lose a few marks. Zzzzzz.

Always looking on the bright side of life. MUST! :D

2009-02-19T20:47:00.007+08:00

I've got a question to ask. Am I being too slack in the band?

Although I had my reasons, I knew it was pointless to bring it up.
Morning - late for school. Fine, I've been termed as a prone late-comer. I admit I was late. Late means late mah, so I shut up lor. In fact, I was paying attention to every word that he said. Until one part, where those words just hurt my morale. I couldnt hold back my tears and they flow uncontrollably. When you mentioned that you saw my father working hard, I felt even guilty. Actually, that was still fine. Mr Boh was still quite understanding. But some ___ just dont know how to shut up. Dont give comments when you dont know what is going on.

I heard that. I HEARD THAT OKAY!

You think you know me well? Im just late, and do you have to link until so far? Retainee so what. Come on, look down on me lor. Who says I only know how to perform in band but in terms of attitude and studies, Im a failure? YOU! }fkyou. It took me alot of courage to face this new year with a positive mindset. If you dont know about my attitude, then dont anyhow say. Well, is there a need to use words that will unintentionally hurt me? Even if its just a mere one sentence, you did it. Er, should I thank you for your critisism cum motivation?

In class or band, Im actually the same person. Probably, you stereo-typed me as a _____ already? If you've lost hope in me, Im fine with it. Dont need to tell people that "this girl, no hope already one." I know I've been a disappointment, and also a failure. Looking at my last year's result, Its me who brought it on myself. So I dont blame you for losing hope in me, I understand why you feel my attitude suck. But why broadcast it out loud and let me hear those negative stuffs?

Im worried about my tests. & more of worrying about how much I'll get. If I cant get high marks, I hope at least I can pass. Roarrrrrrrr, *pray pray pray*. If fail, then too bad lor. Math tests are killers. ): Had band today uh. Only watched videos of some elementary Japanese schools Bands playing then a "confrontation session" within the band next. Many people cried, I saw their red eyes. Roarrrrr. Im glad that my good friend's problem is solved. :D *cheers!

2009-02-17T02:15:00.002+08:00

Great.

My phone went dead, oh how "great".
I guess it did enjoyed drinking the toilet bowl water.
When I tried to revive it, it was too late.

Sian lah.
Its not that I was using my phone lor.
And I also didnt placed my phone on the sanitary pad dustbin what.
It was in my pocket and it slipped out.
-.-

Went to Yeelin's house with Amy & Jessie after school.
Bought bottles for tomorrow's pet rocket.
Well, we "finished" the drinks at her place.
Kind of fun together with them ^^, esp the (fura bath?) :D

Many things happened. (regardless of heard, read, seen)
I realised that human nature can be so ugly.
Of course, also seen really kind-hearted ones.
Trust is really a fine thing to hold.
You need to trust others first, before people (reciprocate?) Im glad I have these true friends. :D

2009-02-17T01:11:00.004+08:00

Your view on yourself:
You are intelligent, honest and sweet.
You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict.
Because you're so cheerful and fun, people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.
(errrrrrrrrrr??)

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people.
You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style.
This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person.
And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you "might that person" (?)

The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like.
If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education:
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income.
Knowing what you like to do is important.
Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble.
You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself.
Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence.
You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean.
You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

2009-02-12T21:44:00.010+08:00

Long time ago, at bus stop.
Got really lame so I asked Amanda to take for me. :D
Felt very random lah. (Fine, I know Im very lame)
Guess whoose is this?
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Kai En's & Zining's!
(Huldah has got the red version one, heh.)

(Jiaying & Zining.)

Taken few days back ago at westmall.
Watched a movie - The Wedding Game.
Christopher Lee & Fann Wong were really brave. Lol!
Juxiang Laopo, thanks for lending me your ears! (:
And also, willing to accompany me and hear me talk crap.

♥ (Mayshuan & Jiaying)

When will we be going swensens again?
We must make use of that Valentine's day voucher. ^^
Nice eating out together. :D
But know what? I want to make my Nyanya talk more.
She's too quiet already. Hahah!

My school, an interesting place.
At canteen after school, ate with Aubrey and Gerald.
Saw this Sec 1 small boy with them.
Well, I forgot what I said to the Sec 1 boy. (not something offensive, really)
Then he pointed middle finger at me sialllll. So no big no small can? ):
"I take my drumsticks poke your up-down-left-right then you know."
After that Gerald shoot him back with words until he speechless(?) Lol.

Anway, I have a cheeky junior. :D
Mentioning of drumsticks, he used the drumsticks and poke into the fan.
And the fan pieces inside BROKE! Ohwell, my body aches now.
I only had 1 and a half hour of sleep last night. At 5.20am?

Tried all means to make myself stay awake.
Studied A-math and Biology but SUAY SUAY today, Bio test postponed. -.-
The person who was suppose to set the test forgot to set? Zzz.
A-math, no need to say. {DIE}
Was quite confident, I thought Im well-prepared.
Yet when I got stuck in some questions, all the F word came out from my mouth.
Friends, fish, flower, fan, future. FK. (anyway, happy Friendship day to all)
I have a premonition that Im failing the test for sure. ):

May I go to you?

2009-02-10T20:26:00.004+08:00

Damn usb cable, I want to transfer my photos and blog them.
Sorry Jessie, will take some time helping you with the downloading.

When I get emotional, I want someone to be there for me.
But when someone really comes up to me, I'll tend to shoo someone away.
There's always a reason for everything.
For example, I feel I dont have the need to be a bloody attention seeker.

Im a big sucker I know, Im sorry if I offended anyone.
I believe that "things will eventually get better".
That's why I might have been a "very rude" person.
-Indirectly shooing people away. (I purposely made it hard to understand)

Where's the trust?
Am I the kind of people who looks very biase?
I understand everything. Oh well, probably not.

Having the child's instincy is still the best. :D
Who isnt afraid of losing their "things"?
Im urgently wanting my things back! :D *positive always.
I still love everyone. (:

I know what to do that can make me happy already.
Jessie, your suggestion is redundant.
However, you know what? I should try out someday eh.
YET I DONT HAVE A PARTNER TO DO THAT WITH!
JESSIE WANT TO BE MY PARTNER FOR THE NIGHT??LOL.

2009-02-05T22:30:00.007+08:00

I feel so lost in touch with everyone.
Im finally back to the cyberworld? Well, no pictures.
Although, I kept all of them in my phone. (Will I be showing it to the ghost only?)

Didnt went to Yeelin's house today, hahah.
When you all are'nt swimming the next time. Ask me along! :D
I thought I would have loved today. (THAT FKING PLACE! Urgh)
What's wrong with me?

I showed that Im alright and I'll always be smiling.
But my heart was doing the opposite things.
My behaviour wasnt suppose to betray me, fk.
If everyone is happy, anything is fine for me. Right?
I actually went against my conscience.

I still love the playground at night though. Chilling?
If I had a friend beside me, it'll be better.
And why on earth was I thinking about my Juxiang Laopo? Hah.
Shouldnt be so impatient with my mum just now. =/

Sound check at SCH tomorrow, wont be attending lessons in the morning.
I wonder, will the instruments be there tomorrow?
It really irks me alot when I make a mistake.
I dont want to screw up the whole thing.

During the later part of the day, was'nt really right on the mind.
My mind wandered away, sorry. ):
I want to do something that I'll feel happier! (its something called _____)

♥ (Fiona and Monica) ;
More often hang-outs alright? (:

Is it really alright?

2009-01-31T00:41:00.008+08:00

Have been hanging out with Fiona, JunLin, Monica & Terrance for the past few days. (1/2?)
Yea, Jun Lin has a beauty kept at home.
Took an adorable picture of Jun Lin's beauty old lady, lol.
Didnt get to see Mildred after all, she wasnt at home.
To her brother : "Dont worry, Im not a pedophile lol."

Im still curious of what's Terrance hiding in his phone, heh.
Did homework with them in school library and,
Experienced his moodswings for the first time. Weird one.
And after he started to talk. He told us why he was having moodswings.
The answer is very qian bian one ok! ._. hah.

Fiona! Zining love you alot as a friend! (me no lesbianzx)
When I look at your eyes, its expressing a kindness that I dont know how to explain.
I dont know why the hell did I felt that way? Hah. But I still love you, {3
Monica {3 ! Tia loves slacking and talk crap with you too. It was fun leh.
Seeya on Sunday!

Tomorrow band exchange in Yuying Secondary.
Meeting up with bunfam in plaza at mac 6 plus in the morning.
Its late now and Im not even asleep.
Yuying Sec is in Hougang? I didnt know the exchange will end at 5 plus initially. wa?
There will be like 10 bands in total. I mean, really good bands. Urgh :O
Hope I wont screw up my parts infront of them. RARRRR.

Will be going to buffet at night, cousin's gathering with some aunts along.
Pictures will be taken I guess? I know my blog is dull and boring without "them".
Back to update on Sunday! :D

2009-01-25T20:33:00.018+08:00

If you're wondering what's the picture below.
That's exactly how cute my bed looks like now.
Anyway, my mum bought those bedsheets.
Well, I was not the one who chose them LOL.

Wow! Its Chinese New Year and I cannot get angbaos. ): And its gona be two years, or three years? If you're smart enough, you'll probably know why. (: CNY is not the same without grandma around anymore. It feels more lively when we have all the 4 generations together eating reunion dinner. Everyone will be calling "AHMA WO LAI LIAO!" when they come to grandma house one after another. It might be bored when one family visits one family during CNY. But it will never be boring when we have all the relatives going to the same house. Heh. Raffy lend me the STGS which describes alot about "grandparents spirits visiting their family" so I was wondering.. Does ahma + all the ancestors have reunion dinner in the netherworld? Is she doing the cooking or what? How is she doing now? Hmmmmm. Hahaa, Zining naive sial. Lol. (But of course, I SCARED TO SEE GH____ LA!) Just wondering = no harm.

Ohya. My little adek, Miss Nurazmillia had pizza without me yesterday!! But its not as if she didnt ask me out uh. Dad wasnt at home and I promised him I will stay at home. Actually my dad's damn good, he wouldnt scold me if he find me missing when he reach back home. But he didnt bring his phone out, so I cant reach him at that moment. Zining dont want to be rebellious! Hahaa. I guess it will be like a "family" if I had went out with you all. You all super nice luh. Thanks for remembering me. :D and thanks for treating me like one family! :D

2009-01-24T00:04:00.002+08:00

I did my listening of music marathon for sort of a leisure.
Very bored, want to see/hear if there's any nice songs around.
Found one, changed my blog song and if you guys dont like it. Just pause it la. :D
Coz the sherylzx tay hor, she complained she dont like my blog songs. HAH!

Lately, I've been having this uneasy feeling(it should be redundant). There's a saying which goes, "you cant expect people to treat you the way as equally as how you treat them(from your heart)". Where do you stand among these different individuals actually varies. Everyone have to move on. Well, at least I must be contented with what I got back in return. Because of this stupid, dumb+sensitive illness reacting in me which made me fear this and that.. People, call me Miss Paranoid from now on! Alright, I dont think my words made any sense. Dont bother.

Heh, earlier in school just had 2 periods of lesson. Lessons are just COMMON lessons, erm nothing special haha. Except the part when everyone(excluding me) said Mr Ang wore his shirt dum-ba-leh. I dont think he wear his shirt wrong side leh, but whole class kept laughing at him coz he wear wrong side? They all veh-ry bad leh! Haaa. Celebrations was next, uhhhhh. Zul & Adiel was freaking funny on the stage. HAH. I miss having Adiel as a classmate, lol.

Initially wanted to go Far East with Caroline, Fiona, Valerie and Ying Xian. Fiona had to go with bunfam, so she didnt join us.. Well, nevermind lah. :D Hah. Shopped with them without Fiona lor, seriously spent alot of $. Mac at plaza then bus-ed down to Far-East. Walked till leg pain, PAIN HOR. Caroline said she wanted to buy bag, so I accompanied her to Bugis. Saw gan jie there :D Yea, then home-d! :DD

Whenever I look at that same old spot.

2009-01-18T15:53:00.005+08:00

No more being uptight. Everything will be alright! :D
I dont have to get worried at all if i feel it didnt went wrong.
I shouldnt let anything intervene with my consciousness.
Definitely, it'll turn out fine and its just a matter of time.

Thanks Fiona for the words of wisdom, heh. And if you wonder why am I talking so rhyming-ly? Its by the influence of Ong Yang Xuan. HEH. Back to revision so as to make sure my brain absorb something beneficial!

Will be back most probably on next Saturday and Sunday.
If my hands get itchy, I'll be appearing on Friday nights too. =P

2009-01-17T21:53:00.003+08:00

Went for band just now. (a common saturday morning)
Wont drag on the common procedures. We did formation drills. :D
BUT AYE! Having short legs makes it hard for me to march backwards lehh. ):
Its not a problem BUT after I've marched 8steps backwards and ya' know what?
I will not be in the original position + always out of line. WTHEAVEN.
Tried to take really big steps and cant bend knees(takes extra effort). = LEG STRAINED!
When I was walking home, this auntie saw me and she said.
"Girl, why you walk until like that. Leg pain or tired?"
Lol, she's curious or concern or what sialll. HAH!

During sectionals ar, that Ting Wei shared the topic - "Judgement day, End Of The World 2012" with the section. The way he described was scaryyyyy man. Yaa Azimah and Syazwan was like heck care. Aubrey and I was "making a big fuss out of it", keep asking Ting Wei non-stop, haaaaa. I kept quiet there and thinked.. It was estimated to be year 2012 but I was curious, how did the prediction of this came about? SCIENTIFICALLY proven? (too many videos on the net about it to confuse you) Anyway, is science really powerful to know everything? Its like, in 3 years time and Im only 19. I have so many things which are not completed yet! Lols. I hope that the day wont come so soon. *POSTIVE* Life goes on as per normal :D

That photo album. (I miss Liaaaaaaaaa)

2009-01-16T18:23:00.010+08:00

Very touched by the song "很想你" when Derrick sang it(cover).
Especially the lyrics, its so wonderfully written ok!
There are so many 抒情歌 around but this is the one I like best. :D
Alright, Im just blah-ing. It sounds damn no link. (full stop)

School was good uh, I like my class. (: With Amy& Yeelin sitting behind me in class. HAH, crap sial they all. When Amy ask you if you like snow, never answer yes! She will flood you with her punch-holed papers. LOL. Not forgetting Jessie's funny little corner. Still got charges one leh! Haha! One more thing that I wana share - Ms Lim asked us to write what is our childhood dream. Aloysious's childhood dream was To be a powerpuff girl so that he can destroy the evil forces and save the world. lmao.

Pe was freaking tired, I ran. (I actually ran) I remember walking with May-en all the way during sec 2. But this time, overshot 20mins must run extra round, of course scared ar. Not bad not bad, my stamina improved alittle? (I say already, all thanks to Majors for making running as punishment :D) LOL. Played free games with they all arrr, +Miranda. After that biology lesson & did some microsoping of cheek cells + plant cell? EH-ME(amy) called me mo gui-scary ghost -.- People combing hair what, EH I REALLY LOOK LIKE GHOST AR? Then back in class again, she said I gave her the pontianak look. -.- Mdm Khong lesson, we very noisy!

Time-table changed again. I kind of like the way it is now. Its good lorrrr. No more 2.55pm end school. (for people not taking lit) One more thing! No more Mdm Khong lesson directly after recess, hehe. Late for her lesson cannot come into class, what the heaven? And continously 4periods of math, although will strain the brain ALOT.. Somemore must sit in the class for so long. But I dont mind leh, benefit for me what, hahaaaa. Many people dont like, call me siao if you want. Studied with Fiona :D and Valerie :D after school outside MRLC.

Wanted to walk to bus stop with Fiona what. Then saw ZA and all those guys from a distance away. Knew they were up to no good but we dont know what. MH was taking a phone, like ready to video-shoot? But we thought that he was just taking photos. Me and Fiona just walk pass them, thinking that NOTHING will happen.

I assumed things too easily. I was like telling Fiona. "BW is there, nothing will happen to us one lah, lets just walk" (wont elaborate on what's the prank coz its freaking lame) but I was wrong! Its the same prank again, whattheflower? They're really lame ok. Although I escaped, Fiona got alittle blocked by them. Disturb us is alright, I understand what they call their pranks - "joking only". But, HOW CAN THEY TAKE A VIDEO OF IT AND LAUGH AT ONE CORNER WATCHING IT AFTER WE WALK OFF! I saw it with my own eyes. Really had the urge to report them, but I didnt want to sabotage ____. Aiya whatever lahhhh. But cant they tell that what they did was actually very irritating?

2009-01-11T17:04:00.002+08:00

Wenying jiejie birthday was yesterday! Haaa, her cheese cake too creamy already! Main thing I wana say was. I thought I saw ghost. LOL dumb me HAH. My dad and I went to jiejie house late at night to eat. Small auntie asked my dad to carry a "trolley" of things back to grandmother's house. So my dad dont know why, JUST PUSH THAT TROLLEY BACK. hahaa on the way. there was this man, saw us and wanted to help him coz those freaking things on the trolley keep dropping. There are still nice people around (:

Well, the lift of my block. (middle stair case part) is still not working. Only the side lifts left and right are working. My dad and I + this guy(reading newspaper) went into the same lift. He pressed 11, I pressed 6 ar. When we reached 6th level, I thought why this guy walked out. Making way for my dad is it? But he just walked infront of me, straight! same route as me! I was wondering, why he walked out. He just walked straight and I thought maybe he realised he was at the wrong level already and has decided to climb up the stairs to his level through middle staircase so as to not embarass himself.

Thinking that he might have walked up by the middle staircase already. When he was out of sight from me, I didnt bother much. Suddenly he walked up straight from the 5th floor. So I froze. Why this guy got power, so wierd. Walked up to 7th floor already but suddenly appear infront of me on 6th floor. then I realised. CHEY!!! this guy funny. he finally realised he was at the wrong level. now have to climb up all the way to 11th floor. LOL!

if everything had stayed intact.

2009-01-11T16:35:00.003+08:00

Hahaa, when my minds go wild. I will be having some thoughts, some stupid plans. How can I improve to a better me? As for my "late for school" habit, Im half successful already! :D But if three months is'nt over, its too early to say I've got rid of that habit. Its part of my new year resolution. I say I want to change it, so I have to do it! Get pink form must see _______ very sian one. Hehs =x

Now the studies part, dont laugh at me ar. Dont look down on me. ): I dont want to give up halfway too, hah! (im afraid I'll procastinate) I want to be ambitious yet I know must be realistic lah. My combined sciences and double maths and full geog. *have plannings already* That will be daily revision (get my foundation right), memorising and math will be practise. If I dont know I can always ask other people for help.

Here comes a problem - My English. Its impossible to score A1 for english during Midyear& End-of-year Examination. When I write a composition, I feels as if my composition are of baby standards! Borderline pass coz of luck? How to score damn good for english!!? TSK.

Chinese, I dont know what happened to me. Now I dont even know whether Im good or Im bad in chinese, haaaaa. Maybe I took it for granted in the past. Now must do well again. Combined Humanities also! If to memorise about the contents of the textbook, its not much of a problem for me. But to grasp the skills of answering a Source-Based question, getting the highest level. Must use good english and analysing skills to explain. Cannot write one whole chunk of information down and expect the teacher to fish out my answers. Aiyaaa how ar?

2009-01-10T19:17:00.004+08:00

Gahhh, cca promotion day yesterday.
Never walk around to pull sec 1s this year.
My face was alittle gloomy bahh. breatheless.
I cannot stand the heat, the noise. then head pain.
I was asking myself. Am I even in the picture? Hah.
So I just walked away, wanting to hide myself somewhere.
Then the pain continued. Thought of staying a distance away to rest.
But the perc girls came. Thanks. (:

The whole thing became funny again when..
I went up to the Hall find THOSE MRLC PEOPLE..
They acting cute ar.. BUT quite cute, haaa. then I played along with them.
Guess what they were trying to do?
When I sat down beside them.. They tried to........
Aim sweets in my jacket, on my skirt. hahaaa. YOU THINK I BASKET AR? zzz.
Still dare to stuff sweets into my shoes somemore. LOL.
Wonder how many Sec 1s will we get this year. (:

2009-01-07T18:22:00.004+08:00

alright, im here online because I had an assigment on SS. (dont skew me please coz its sch work :D)
this dumb assigment used up alot of my brain juices.
Coz I want to give my teacher a good piece of work this time.
Not for the sake of handing up just a homework anymore.
I want to learn sth beneficial everyday and that sth beneficial goes into my brain.

Readers, dont comment on what is below.
Anyway Adek, I will be M-i-a sometimes? .I dont know. Haaaa. As and when if you need me. JUST SMS ME LA! Its easier to contact me through phone 24/7. (: Then you can let out all the things you want! :D Anything can let out to me. And I can be there for you immediately. Well, what I have to say is.. You're just guessing. Who says you and __ cant be friends? :) __ didnt say dont want to be friends with you right? Girls tend to get belittled when it comes to such issues. DONT anyhow assume things yourself k? :) maybe __ have many female friends, it cant be controlled what.. Kakak always say, go say hi to __ laaa. dont just look at ___ inside feeling miserable only. Esp when you see girls flirt with __, more miserable leh? ahaha. if seriously want to make friends, just talk maa. (paiseh ar?) you sure you want to be only strangers with __ ? why kakak so positive then adek not positive at all want!? eee! hahas. aiyaaa as for the girl.. if she flirt with __, let her be la. that's the way she is. you have to accept it. if lets say, she's behaving like this to every guy. meaning, for her its normal actually. Therefore, ___ is nothing to her(just a friend). Not purposely hooking guys you like only laa. i mean, that's her. the way she communicates to her friends of different gender. and why, just because like this, then your mood change ar. The girl succeeded her motive already eh? Shouldnt let it affect your mood at all! Or probably, you've looked at the whole thing with a mistaken idea. If you choose not to have any crush anymore. I'll support you.

2009-01-04T22:19:00.004+08:00

Was watching CSS3 just now. And I got quite a big shock, lol.
This particular girl was singing, I found her quite pretty and a cool rocker at first.
The screen got her name. So when I read it, I was like. "HUH."
I almost cannot recognise her. But I'll always remember who she is.
Then I realised. "Wow, I actually commented something nice about her. =O "
Kay laa, Im not such a meanie ok! (:
Wish her all the best in the competition. Jiayou! :D

Received a sms from Wenying jiejie. It really serves as a reminder for me.
(Now its the start of school. Its also the time to show whether you're discipline enough to keep to what you've promised yourself last year. Jiayou!")

Jiejie have been giving me tuition ever since holidays started.
All she want is to help her cousin to do well and improve.
You didnt even want to charge me a single cent, thank you jiejie.
I of course, dont want to be a disappointment. If not, I like that very wad horr. hah.

2009-01-03T22:40:00.007+08:00

Today band practise was like, WAA. Talk alot, more than play music.
Not the band, but Mr Yeo. What he said, made alot of sense.
Although, I was like whispering to Fiona, heh. (Pssst, I want faster play music leh)
But what he said was indeed true and meaningful. So I did'nt really mind sitting there listening. :D

It made me reflect that why after all these years, I've never left the Band.
Punishments are tiring. Its either pumping or run many many rounds.
Yet we're doing it as a whole. Im not doing punishments alone I know. :)
3times a week, you have to sacrifise up your time for band.
But if you schedule your time well, it shouldnt be a problem. (i'll do that from now)
We also have to to carry instruments up and down the stairs. I used to complain.
Yet I know the whole band will surely help the percussionist to carry instruments. "1,2,3 UP!"
-Credits go to the band for helping.
coz 5percussionist can never carry chimes or all the instruments down by ourselves in a short time.
Sometimes, we move the instruments while laughing away. (we're not sick)
Its because of the jokers we have among us. Haaaa.
In other words, you feel a sense of belonging, (the bond and friendship)
esp. among your section(the bond etc.)
-What Im saying got too mushy or not? Lol.

Mr Yeo was telling us, that during dunearnite.
When the guzheng people were carrying their guzheng up the slope, one of them said.
"Why band people move so many things still so happy one?"
Hahas, when all of us heard it. We were like, "ehhhhhh????"
But come to think of it. I remembered on that day.
I saw someone "weeeeeeee" when she push the xylophone down the slope. LOL! Dayna ar?
Reminds me of The Enchanted - "Happy Working Song" . hah.

I really regreted for wasting my one year just like this.
I will not complain or use excuses like, "got band, tutorials and many homeworks as an excuse being tired".
Must make the best use out of every single thing I have and cherish them. esp: TIME! lol
Its not that Im the only one busy in this world.
Its a matter of whether I plan my time well or not. Mr Yeo said this before.
Nehhh, so how can we attract sec 1s to join band? Kidnap them. LOL.

Errr, mentioning of bandmates and friendship. In my heart, deep in my heart. I hope for you all, that you guys will stop the quarrel, peace. No use shooting back each other with words lehh. Its hurtful leh.. The more you shoot, the more you feel hurt when the other one return comments. So what if you shoot back until the person diam diam. You win so? Also never gain anything. You shoot back so you damn big ar? Instead, you lose a friendship. It certainly cost alot. Not worth lahh, to me. What are best friends for? Abit abit of problem then want to make a big fuss out of the matter. Macam primary school kid. Think more for each other lah, dont so self fish. If unhappy about something, tell the person nicely lor and ask the person why you do this do that. He or she might have their own explanation and reason for that leh? What are friendship for! :D Friends leh lol. :D I seriously hope you two good friends will patch up. Forgive each other. Let go of it light-heartedly and JUST PATCH BACK! .......................... good luck(:

2009-01-03T01:22:00.009+08:00

I'll purposely make this post very wordy. So you wont read it. Coz too many words you lazy to read right? I know I know!! hahas. Please kindly skip to the next post. :D im glad that people whom I had disputes/quarrels/misunderstanding with them before, everything's now over and we are back to one tight clique again. :D We're back together! When we look back on our past during chit-chatting, the present us will always say."Come on lah, we are going to be sec 4s already. Still so childishhhhh, quarrel over stupid things? hahaha."(yalah, for me I say going to be 16. lol) I still remember, every year for sure. There's bound to be a big big quarrel. Once this ends, another fight will start very soon. Even at the most smallest issue we can still quarrel about it. But hey? Are'nt we best friends? What I personally feels is.. this happens when you're too self-centered. (i myself was like this before) If people were to ask you to put yourself in somebody's shoes, you will talk back and say. "why dont she put herself in my shoes instead?" Nothing is worse than being impulsive. over small things, you get agitated and immediately starts to accuse behind each other's back. Why not check out the facts first. Then, forgive and forget. Last year, it was the worst one I ever had. You may find yourself end up crying in your bed, dont want to let anyone know and hate every moment of your life right now. Hate this, hate that. Its a learning process, you will turn mature. I've grown up, weeeee! lol.
To XXX! haaaa. from what i know. You've always been a very reasonable person. When you're wrong, you admit until very shuang kuai. When you do things or say things, you always have a very good reason for that. I dont want you hor, new year then siao siao one. see people want take knife kill people. Dont ever come to school having mentally unstable-ness. I scared you take knife kill me. You must happy happy like you normal self ok! :D Anything can complain to me, although Im not a very good comforter. muahahas.

the storm has appeased, without me knowing.

2009-01-02T23:15:00.011+08:00

Heh, I like 3 Jade's class feng shui.
Beside my last year class only!
Its like, you cross a river and you get to see all your friends.
Actually not river lah, more of a "cross zebra-crossing only".NEARZX eh! :D
I miss some faces of my old classmates. (how I wish I can be with them, really)
Afterall, we've all been together for one year already.
Mr Wong announced 4Topaz and previous batch 4Topaz was playful and lazy. -.-

Well, Zining grow up la! (still act like a baby like that. "miss miss miss" lol)
This year will be new teachers, new classroom +make new friends!! :DDD
Yet there's 2 thing which still remains the same.
1st, recess time with them :D
2nd, sitting with Jessie in class again! 5years class partners(:
But Ms Andrea Lim says she wana change our sitting arrangement. Zzzz.
Got a feeling, that this year will be a better one!

The class was okay uh. If its fun, best ar!
Like last time 1E5 and 2E5. Hah.
School was as per normal.
Ohya! There was this guy sitting in the class.
After sitting for more than half an hour, he realised he was in the wrong class.(hmmm, random la)

Dear Diary,
I will not use the computer from Mondays to Fridays anymore.
Not even when I have no homeworks or I have finished my homework.
Unless its something really important (eg:project)
Computer can only be used on Saturdays and Sundays from today onwards.
For this one whole term, I can only be late for at most 2 days. At most 2 pink forms.

If I were to break any of this rules above, people!!
You may put me into a bowl of Tom Yam soup and make a soup out of me to drink.
You can choose to skew me into kebabs too. lol.

2009-01-01T12:01:00.006+08:00

im the yello one, lol.

happy new year to everyone!
2008 has come to an end.
hopefully, this new year will be a great start for everyone. :)
Kay uh, sad sad sad. Yesterday was R.O.D something like a "graduation party".
Ziyaad and Syazwani wont be turning up for band practises next year anymore. ):
I wish you both good luck in your upcoming poly years ayeee. :D Aqilah also!!

[Thanks for the cookies from syazwani and POWER RANGER MASK from ziyaad! LOL!]<br>
Took section photos wearing the power ranger mask. haha, terrorist eh. lol.
Ziyaad even bought a "no admittance sign" for our section to put on the cupboard.
To not let people push our basedrum away so they cannot open the cupboard. cool mah? HAHA.
So well, we performed for the sec 4s. (El Bimbo, Moonlight Kungfu and The Incredibles!)
The food there, although it was simple. At least it didnt taste sucky (quite nice).

Then gift exchanges, photo-taking session, watched a video in hall and packed up to go home.
After R.O.D ended, photo-taking session again! hahaha. :D
Everytime I wana take a photo with Joeyt. and Deying, some *censored* will say.
"Replacement for Rosaline" ar? WTF. what he was hinting is..
All short people look alike. Go and die lah. zzzzzz.
YOU TALL SO WHAT!? LEG LONGER THAN ME ONLY WHAT!
YOU'RE NOT THE TALLEST HUMAN-BEING IN THIS WORLD EH!

So as I walked away, I just shouted " I hate people who despise short people".
I was out of mind I think hah, but everyone was laughing and chit chatting walking away ar.
hahas, who will care what I shout. kay uh, im not agitated actually, heh heh.
Not angry at all. Just damn irritated of that remark. (coz THE person dont respect you)
Gona miss the sec4s. It happens everytime when a year comes to an end. Boooooo!

Went to Lot 1 with the Bun Fam after R.O.D, had lunch there. At food culture.
Got a table and after awhile then I saw,
Mdm Zaharah + her husband was only one table away from us. Lol.
It was quite fun bun fam eh, ( I hope I wasnt extra =/ )
Yea, then home-d.

I wont let the littlest thing make myself upset. one of my new year resolution, dont always emo! hah. Lol...

2008-12-30T19:28:00.010+08:00

In my 15 years of life, this year had been the worst for me.
Those past that shouldnt be recall. I tell you, its total horror.
But people always say, life is just like a parcel.
Well, I guess my "tsunami-period" was over. (I hope it is)
Although Im back to square one again but this time,
I'll replay the whole scene of sec 3 productively I hope. hahaha.

Kay, wont condemn year 2008 like whattheflower.
At least, there ARE some memories which is still worth recalling.
I just want to say thanks to those friends that have accompanied me. (Omg, speech? haha)
Of course, I dont want to lose you guys after I've known you.
People like, Valerie, Fiona, Ying Xian, Thiew Hiao, Lia, Azwan, May Shuan, Meng Tuck, Jia Ying, Asyraf, Monica,Caroline, Yi Han Kor, Joycean Jie, Nayim, Zheng Kang. Like that lor??? + percussion section and those who have helped me/cheered me up or at least accompanited me throughout the year in one way or another before. Lol....

percussionist girls. (jerine graduated already)
HEH, stole it from section blog.
I agree, somethings are really memorable LOL.
I still can remember damn vividly, there were only 5 girls in the theatre. (with Jerine around)
Wanted to celebrate Aqilah's 16th birthday. so we went to watch a movie, called White Lady.
That show was a toot ghost movie, a very unpopular one I think.
When we entered the cinema, inside was pitch black with nobody. HAHA.
And obviously, we screamed here screamed there. (well, I didnt scream)
Nobody was inside, the movie was going to start. SCARY LEH! the atmosphere.

After some peeping and pushing around. We waited for awhile.
Finally, there was a small bunch of "hooligans" coming in too.
Making eeee eeee ahhh ahhh sound, in my mind was.
"Hello, you think you fcuking ar?"
Yes and finally too, we dared to go and sit down then wait for the movie to start.

I'll always remember that, hah.

2008-12-28T00:59:00.007+08:00

}STOP IT STOP IT!
I wana make a great escape.
Till I've mend my ways. hahaha.
Then I'll come back here :D
To marathon on my computer!

Sister Baboon??

2008-12-27T23:09:00.012+08:00

Hello diary!
I know its wrong but the feeling just came back !
Cant stop thinking about it although I know I should'nt.
You see, Im just an ordinary human-being with temptations uh, hahaha.

Joanna told me not to "walk one step, then decide the next step".
She told me to have plans for my future.
Actually I have in mind what to do already.
Im just waiting for the chance, after my studies are not so in a "wobbly state".

The fire in me is burning, yet Im always thinking that I cant make it big.
I have this illness, always looking down on myself. (im really lousy what)
Shall leave things to future.
No use plain-dreaming, hor?

School's reopening oh, so soon.
Have to get myself excited.
Umm, what if I let it runs out?

Wish myself good luck.

aint pure, aint pure!

2008-12-26T15:42:00.019+08:00

hohoho,merry christmas. lol.

YAY! SOMEONE FOUND MY EZ-LINK CARD!
After so many experience of losing my card.
This is indeed the first time someone returns it to me, heee. :D
Although I dont know who the person is.
But deep in my heart, THANK YOU!

My christmas was rather special. (:
I spent my day at the Singapore Arts Museum, lolxzx..
With Joanna, Yi Xuan and Ying Xian.

My impression was "HUH?? Museum ar?" *questions silently*
but overall NOT BAD UH! hahaha. :D
Tried the finger-prints painting. (I know very childish)
Joanna treated us at the cafe there :D Nice of her.

Saw this art piece which has chinese words.
Totally in chinese,
no mixture of korean words (like you always see in Japan)
It was in the Korean Artist's section anyway, by a Korean.

So I asked Yi Xuan, they learn chinese too?
She told me that both Korean and Japanese were orignally from China.
They were expelled to another land due to punishment. ( is it?? )

Overtime,
they started their own language, culture and make there their home.
Difference will be (example : skin colour?), because of the weather.
Can anyone tell me if this is true?? Im dumb, hah.

LI EN! HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

2008-12-24T21:13:00.032+08:00

Jerine Ho Jie Ling! One of the best seniors in band I ever had, LOL.
I snapped your photo and I want to keep it.
Aiya, photos for memory sake you know.
Wanted to blog it but I think you'll ask me to take it off.
given by your shy character. ahahaaaa.

Didnt want to online until weekends comes,
but in the end I on the computer.
LUM ZHENG KANG! FEEL HONOURED KAY! hahaha.
I missed the episode today of The Little Nyonya. =(

Watched movie at causeway point earlier on with Jerine.
Saw Sabrina and her ~~mummy~~ friend, such a coincidence.
We watched the same show too! Hahas.

It was some show called "Angus, Thongs and Perfect Snoggings"

Nice maaan. With the CUTE & HOT. guy Aaron Johnson inside, hah.
Guys who play band are soooo extraxzxzx cute! (those in shows or movies)
Well, I only goggle longer at the movie screen, didnt drool uh!

Settled both my breakfast and lunch in the cinema and library.
With lots and lots and lots of chocolates.
Then walked around with Jerine after movie.
Came to popular in the end and bought books.

Its books about horoscopes and we went to the library to read it.
Chit-chat with her softly in the library.
Told her many many many things.
+ the experience about the effing bastard pervert in her poly I met.

Ohya, the horoscopes book.
It says Im a perfectionist and I self-blame myself harshly
but not for long.
And its true. Actually, the main thing is...
WHERE THE FREAKING HELL CAN I FIND BACK MY EZ-LINK CARD!?
Got nagged by mum because of that stupid card. Zzz.

Homed @ 4plus.